Monday, April 19, 2010

Come on baby, tell me you love me.

I didn't do that on purpose, like i said i don't like going on and off it'll just make us look like we're 5 years old kids that are still fooling around with each other. How i wish it was all back to normal again but i just didn't have the choice to. Remember me telling you about this Chinese Drama about this guy lied to his girlfriend saying that he's still in office when his girlfriend was actually looking at him in this particular restaurant dining with another girl. Do you know how much that hurts? Don't know? Why not you imagine you as the person who caught that particular person red handed? It's not that the girlfriend doesn't trust the him, but the his dumb enough to ruin everything. He can't be blaming the girl for not forgiving him, I'm very sure that the girl don't feel good either.

This is just weird, you might be falling for dino. Maybe dino has always been there for you whenever your down taking over me whenever you need me. When things are getting better, feeling better, sounding better something just pop-ed up and it's the last thing i will wanna see in your Facebook page. Talking to dino? The both of you are not even close to one another, have only seen each other at bar ONCE while you were so busy solving our problems. Unless you guys did went out again after that, had a great night spending together, then i will just stfu. You could even copy and paste P&C convos to show her that I found out you both talking. After that there goes i asked again, "are you talking to dino?" and you answered NO. That is so the last thing in my list knowing that you will never lie. My heart sank so deeply when i hear you say NO. I headed to bed after that knowing that you've done the biggest mistake throughout the whole freaking year I could hardly sleeep. All i know is to curve myself into a ball crying by saying only 3 words..

"why?" "why?" "why?"




I always wanted things to be alright maybe after a minor argument but somehow it will lead to something else when i was about to surrender. Sometimes i just dont know how am i supposed to say sorry so all i could do is just to wait for you to make a better move. I don't know how long have you been talking to dino, and i don't want to know. I just hope that she'll disappear from every corner she used to be, yes i mean every single corner. Eg, typing her name out yet i see 'no results'. I remember your Facebook used to be only me. Like every single corner! But it's not anymore, i see a few girl's messages in there. It looks like I've been replaced, sighs.

All The Hope Is Gone. ):

Istillmishyouverythemuch.

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