I was in Will's shoes (´Д｀。)

I went for casting for a short film the other day to help out a certain people for their production. We had 3 scenes to try out. It is about this story of a couple.. Renee and Will.

Renee as Will's Girlfriend. Will fights a lot, Renee is always worried about him, being terrified the whole time. She tried asking him for a change, well he did try and when he was about to be all fine, his enemies came back and started bugging and teasing him. At last he did it, he fought with them again. That was already too late, he was unlucky that time. He got badly injured and he passed away on the spot while Renee holding him in her arms.

The director wanted us to meet him again today to tell him our point of view of the whole short film. He asked me "What do you think about this short film? If you were Renee, will you give up consoling and advising him?" "Noo, I would keep it going cause I know it would worth the while. It would not hurt if i advise, as long I know I have done it right" I replied.

For a moment I thought, I felt like I was in Will's shoes. I have been advised, told, warned for many times yet I have not realize my mistakes I have done to make you mad. I know I tried, i tried my very best. Whenever things are working fine, it would come back all over again. There it goes, I would be drowned and not knowing what to do? When I finally realizes it and trying to make it back up to you, feeling all so guilty, putting down my pride just to tell you I'm really sorry, you said it's already too late.

I don't know, I know I am in no position to ask from you. But to prove and slowly gain your trust back. It just feels like I am already shattering inside.

Others are drowning and I'm causing the flood
o(╥﹏╥)o