Spill the Secret ; idaezzy says

Be my companion again, will you?

2012-02-24T00:28:00.006+08:00

Getting lazier to blog these days with truckloads of assignments coming in and out. Whenever I felt like updating this thing, a second thought would ask me to go to bed, go get some beauty sleep and be lazy! After chatting with Marcus Lye, he told me about my blog. I was impressed that he still do update himself with my where abouts. Yeah, you know I'm mentioning you right here buddy! Just in time for me to start my miseries right now.

Have you ever felt like you HAD to bury yourself 6 feet underground to make sure no body notices you or even seeing your soul? That shitty feeling that tells you that your so hopeless where you should just disappear in thin air... I don't know why am I feeling like this. It's just not my day today.

I stole this :3 Thanks Marcus.

Semester 3 started, short semester with interesting subjects. Trying to nail it but I guess I screwed it *le sigh* Comparing between semester 1 and 2, pretty much things turned real crappy this sem, what to do? It's part of life. That was what I've learned from Sociology. The ups would not be as interesting without the downs in life. That makes people cherish one another, letting it be. Let's all just hope for the best.

I should stop crying over spilled milk. Start reminisce the best moments in life.

This picture right here, is not a flattering picture of myself. Knowing that I enjoyed so much with his accompany when this picture was taken on 16/05/2011 Full House, Sunway Pyramid while I was dining in with my loved one. It may be just one simple dinner, but it meant the whole world to me.

Moving on was not easy

2012-01-16T04:18:00.006+08:00

We walk on our separate ways, living separate lives and here we meet again 7days later... Although it only lasted for a while, 3minutes I assume? I couldn't count how much time we have used. All I knew was the clock was ticking so fast, I couldn't capture that very moment well enough and it can only be left as memories now. Well I guess it was better than nothing? Watching you walk back to your car, it did killed me a little inside as I know you are leaving once again and I don't know when will we meet for another 3minutes again.. As I turned my head and decided to stay there and watch you drive away was the last thing I could do for the whole scenario to last a little longer.

I threw all my songs from my notebook on shuffle mode, most of the songs played were the songs where it reminds me a little of you. I have not log into Facebook for almost a week now, I didn't have the guts to face what had happened. It was more like I needed to avoid awkward situations.. Being off from social media made me realize I have more important things to deal with. I got back on today and saw pictures of you, pictures of you 6months back. That look you have when things were a little spiced up, you were happy. Reminiscing the feeling I used to feel when you did not know I had a crush on you, that 2songs where I have it on repeat whenever I talk to you, those 2 display pictures you used for your messengers, those late night conversation that kept me awake just to talk to you, that first phone call where you got my heart beating so fast as I hear you speak and it took RM18 of your credit. I felt like I was the happiest girl alive to be in that shoe, I was happy lucky. It is all different now, knowing that you are all ready and available for a new love but I would have the whole world to compete with. Life has many different chapters for us, is this one of the bad chapters we're having and soon it's going to be over?

Never liked cockroaches, never did liked killing them either. Flipping through my notebook as I was jotting down some notes for Sociology class, not aware of the pages I was flipping and I ended up looking at the pages where you used to scribble telling me how pretty damn amazing I was killing cockroaches with you tonight. I literally miss killing them with you, especially that one time outside Murni, Aman Suria where we both jumped off the car while the gear was still on D. It was so hilarious even the restaurant opposite was wondering what were we up to with both front car doors opened. Long story short, You got me missing the times where we killed roaches together and feeling so proud of it. heh (゜´Д｀゜)
Smelled the exact same deo when a man walked pass me. Receptors were slow as I was pretty much traumatized by the smell, hallucinated and thought there might be a slight chance that it could be you. Heh, how silly?

Definitely no awkwardness between us

2012-01-07T17:51:00.005+08:00

It has been 2months ever since we had a proper conversation. I have been longing and hoping that we'll get back to how things used to be. Frankly speaking, I am not used to this lifestyle where how I totally stop going over to your place to chill for hours and have dinner there. How I always have a partner with me doing everything together. I have been out every single day ever since I have you in my life, and I could never get bored of it. Although it was just a simple life that we're both living, it was simply amazing with you around every single time yet we had so much in common.

I always see this as part of god's plan, he have us both meet at Michelle's place when we were little when you could hardly remember me. I remembered you so well because we used to text with our very first phone while I was still so excited about it. We lost contact after that time, but you came back into my life while we bumped into each other again in your high school. I had no idea what had got into me and got me going up to you and talked to you. Well I have to admit I was pretty proud of what I have achieved for today getting us into talking terms. We lost contact then again but this time we have Facebook to back us up. We bumped into each other again during Bengkel class for driving lessons. What a small world?
How can this amazing thing not be god's plan for us both? I have been telling myself, if god put me through this, god will pull me through it..

I have been having sleepless nights, waking up feeling restless, waking up crying, forcing myself to bed just to stop myself from thinking so much. Being half hanging like this hurts like no body's business, because even when your able to do something about it. You can't! You don't know what is there that can be done and fixed, You don't know where you belonged to? I don't see what is the point leaving us half hanging like that? Why cold shoulders when you can get things right? Why so ego when we can be happy together? I wonder how have you been? Have you been better off days without me? Have you been missing me? Have you been wondering how am I up to? Have you been longing to see me? Have you been lying on bed thinking about us? Have you been trying to work things out between us? Have you been crying yourself to sleep? Have you been having ramli burgers on your own? Have you been driving around all alone?

....... because I have :(

A few close friends of mine have been trying to get my mind of nasty things that upsets me. Some even came to the point of asking me to give up.. "No, I still have faith in us, it was never easy letting go and I wouldn't go any closer to that." I replied every single time.

You gave me hope again, I was so happy knowing that you missed me. Knowing that it was all worth the wait for things to recover slowly. I thought this has finally came to an end... But wait, it was no difference?
Why would you tell me you miss me and walk away? I have always been here waiting for your return. I have tried every way to get to you, and there seems to not have any response. I'm sorry, there isn't any ways for me to approach you anymore. Counting the days till college reopens, I'm afraid we might have to get back on track again, there wouldn't be any time for us to make it up. I know you'd be leaving to states soon, knowing the fact that time is running fast time to spend together would be much lesser now.
There is this something i learned on the last day of 2011, appreciate and cherish when people is still around before it is too late.

I don't know will you be reading this, it would definitely a bonus to me if you do.

I love you.

Turkey, Pastas, Lamb, Nasi Lemak on Christmas Eve

2011-12-24T22:33:00.000+08:00

Spent whole day at Aunty Susie's place helping her out for our yearly Christmas Eve dinner. I may have learned a thing or two through out the day though. Angie made Aglio Olio spaghetti, Salad and Christmas Pudding. The rest were all ordered, Nasi Lemak, Beef Rendang, Satays, Moroccan Lamb, Lamb and also Turkey.

Turkey anyone?

Moroccan lamb anyone?

Party time after Christmas Eve dinner at Auntie Susie's with Kins, Weiwen and Stan :)
We thought we already had to countdown in the car since I don't want my first countdown for Christmas to be THIS bad. Thankfully with Weiwen's small MYVI he managed to squeeze through and parked OPPOSITE of Sunway Pyramid which made us all walk pretty far.

30 more mins till the real countdown begins and we're still stuck in the massive jam :O

Took the promotion in 17saloon with their Lychee beer.

Serious planning for "What shall we do tomorrow"

A picture taken with Kins and Christmas tree at Sunway Hotel

MERRYY CHRISTMAS EARTHLINGS

Legal enough.

2011-12-20T23:12:00.013+08:00

Celebrated Birthday with a whole new bunch of friends, it was great celebrating with own friends this time. I never really had like a Birthday Celebration, well it wasn't exactly any big bombastic celebration but a good dinner where everyone of us dressed up all nicely for it. I thought I would have shed into tears when I saw the presents, guys came covering my eyes and said "Guess who!?" and of course a simple slice of Green Tea cake from San Terri...

...although it wasn't anything oh-so-grant, but I loved it. Thoughts that counts after all, knowing I have a group of awesome groupies.

Free Cocktail for the ladies on Tuesday night ;)
So we had a little Screwdriver, Mojito, Mojito Lychee, Long Island Iced Tea

.....and I thought it was finally a Girls Night Out till the boys came surprised me..

Grouupiiessssssssss (^^)-(^^)-(^^)-(^^)-(^^)

Green Tea cake from San Terri.
I fed everyone of us. It's good to share good stuff sometimes, right? :)

Saved up, not a single penny spent.

Birthday presents? heh.

Lastly, a birthday cake from Joshua Nathan :)

//// what about you?
I have been wishing you would be the first one to wish me Happy Birthday, because I had all the hopes on you. I have been waiting...waiting...waiting and waitingg... Looking at the clock strikes 12am to 21st of December with no sign of your wishes. I was very disappointed indeed, and also telling myself it's okay, everything is gonna be alright.

It has been 4days now since my Birthday, you bbm-ed me wishing me "Belated birthday and I love you". I died a little inside seeing you talking to me again, I was so happy and all of my friends could tell it from my face already as I was chilling out with them. Although you were 4days late, which really disturbed me. I don't know why but to just forgive you, thinking that you would make it up to me for this special day for me. I hope you meant "I love you" because I have loved you since day1...

Those were the days

2011-11-13T22:54:00.008+08:00

How we used to vroom vroom everywhere, go long gai in your car after you've got your license and not giving a damn about the petrol

How you used to pick me up from Point A to Point Z

How we used to hop from mall to mall, spending quality time together

How we used to catch nice movies in the theater, and being fed with pop corn every once awhile

How I used to tell my classmates after class dismiss "Ohhhhh his here alreaddyyyy!! Byeee byyeeeee" with the brightest smile ＼（^０＾）／

How you used to call me for an hour just to talk to me right before you go to bedd :)

How we used to be longing for one another for a 3days trip or maybe a week in Jakarta and Langkawi (ノД`)・゜・。

How you used to pay me a visit right away after your arrival, ringing at my door bell and hugs me tightly, saying i missed youu!

How we used to Skype most of the nights till the wee hours

How we used to video call till the next morning, seeing you still soundly asleep

How you used to hold onto my hand as we walk (〜￣▽￣)〜〜(￣▽￣〜)

How you used to feed me every single time till my mum complains we've been eating too much

How we used to be nagged over and over again by your mum wanting us to go down for dinner

How you used to go out with your mates and I'm always included ヽ(＾Д＾)ﾉ

How you used to text me right after classes telling me you've another class to attend while you were in a hurry silly

How we used to see each other everyday, even my friends were jealous of us ψ(｀∇´)ψ

How my friends used to say, "If we see you, we'll see him. If we go out, you and boyfriend sure included. There is always a space for you both"

How you used to rush me to bed telling me it's already late, Go to sleep

How you used to flood my text message with your messages, more or less we have plenty to spam one another's inbox like crazzzy (T_T)

Well, I kinda miss these.. It's been awhile.

I was in Will's shoes (´Д｀。)

2011-11-10T23:43:00.005+08:00

I went for casting for a short film the other day to help out a certain people for their production. We had 3 scenes to try out. It is about this story of a couple.. Renee and Will.

Renee as Will's Girlfriend. Will fights a lot, Renee is always worried about him, being terrified the whole time. She tried asking him for a change, well he did try and when he was about to be all fine, his enemies came back and started bugging and teasing him. At last he did it, he fought with them again. That was already too late, he was unlucky that time. He got badly injured and he passed away on the spot while Renee holding him in her arms.

The director wanted us to meet him again today to tell him our point of view of the whole short film. He asked me "What do you think about this short film? If you were Renee, will you give up consoling and advising him?" "Noo, I would keep it going cause I know it would worth the while. It would not hurt if i advise, as long I know I have done it right" I replied.

For a moment I thought, I felt like I was in Will's shoes. I have been advised, told, warned for many times yet I have not realize my mistakes I have done to make you mad. I know I tried, i tried my very best. Whenever things are working fine, it would come back all over again. There it goes, I would be drowned and not knowing what to do? When I finally realizes it and trying to make it back up to you, feeling all so guilty, putting down my pride just to tell you I'm really sorry, you said it's already too late.

I don't know, I know I am in no position to ask from you. But to prove and slowly gain your trust back. It just feels like I am already shattering inside.

Others are drowning and I'm causing the flood
o(╥﹏╥)o

Quotes, no?

2011-10-18T01:52:00.009+08:00

True or no true. So relevant to mee :D

Do you already have that special someone that has been passing through your mind when you read these? ;)

Well, that person must be very special.

We work hard, play hard.

2011-10-13T03:10:00.010+08:00

DMT and FUUUU kakis all headed to bed for some rest.
I just realized I was made of steel, I could stay up for 18hours and having class the next morning at 9. Rolled around the bed for hours, Body definitely needed some rest, but my mind was still fooling around with the games we played at OverTime.

I had such a wonderful night, One of the nights I've had in a coon's age which I hardly remember when was it. Photos were spammed during the game, finished a barrel of Starker Dunkel which was not enough, laughed so hard during certain disgusting moves from the game.. You name it all.

The first and lightest dare of the whole game. *phew phew*

Stan in action *jeng jeng jeng jeng*

（ ^_^）o自自o（^_^ ）

Well I had fun during Octoberfest, What aboutt you? :)

...and the picture of the day ♥

ヽ(´Д｀)人(´Д｀)人(´Д｀)ノ

ME GUSTA!

2011-10-12T21:38:00.010+08:00

Meme, Tumblr, FUUUU has been such a hit in my class.
I got influenced real bad as well, good way to keep your mind off for a bit though.

I AM ADDICTED TO FUUUU COMICS!
ME GUSTA!

hahhahs, these are just sooo great!

♥.♥

Fixes Relationship

2011-10-04T23:28:00.004+08:00

I have been reading a lot of articles about relationships recently, from building stronger relationships to how to send goodnight messages to your love ones so that they could sleep soundly and waking up with a good morning message to put on a smile for the rest of the day. They have it all in Google.

If these articles were useful, will there still be arguments and fights among couples?
If these articles were useful, will couples read them and learn how to approach another with the best they could?

If everyone reacts the same, being in love without any worries would be simply easy.
I see there are millions and millions of people that would love to change and to pick up the pieces in a relationship. Efforts that count. Appreciate one another, being together its all about tolerating.
I have learned, have you?

Cutie Pie, I miss you.

New life, New start, New mission.

2011-09-28T17:10:00.010+08:00

Life is great in IACT.
Friends over here, their all pretty much awesome. Guess they'll still be very awesome at the end of our lives :D These girls, crazy girls. We have guys too of cause.

Like for example :
STAN STAN!

hehhehhehehe :3

Besides having great great friends in college, I too have this wonderful boyfriend of mine.
Introducing youu to Ruebeen ♥

If and only if

2011-09-14T01:45:00.004+08:00

So great having a sister.
IF I have a sister..
a) We could share outfits
b) Go for tea together talking about everything
c) We can shop till we drop
d) Do assignment for me =p
e) Sharing emotional moments together.

But but it's all in my imagination :(
I wonder if Best friends could do same, that would be cool.

Sem2's assignments are so heavy that i could barely lift them up all by myself. Sem2 is all about Marketing, it is like the worst subject so far though it always sounded cool and fun to me but heck no!

You have so much ego in you, I can't blame. I'm tired always making effort, making it up to you. For the very least I am still able to stop us from giving each other the cold shoulders and to have the next morning smiling to each others morning text. It would be so great if you would share a little of these burden with me as we walk our paths, Lets just say Do unto others as you would have them do unto you? Sounds better? :) It takes 2 to clap, Remember we talked about "No Communication, No Understanding" about your mum? I want you to talk to me about everything so that we'll at least understand each other more. I totally agree with what you said "One sided communication will still not work" well that is very true. Do you think we're both in either of these 2 situations?

Its alright, you'll always have my love and support even if the sky was about to faallll. :O

This is definitely a different kinda holiday.

2011-01-15T11:47:00.003+08:00

My so brilliant to-do-list for these 3 months before college :

01) Get my hair trim for Chinese New Year
02) Find a job if its possible and screw the transport problem?
03) Box up my old school books. (Which already took me a week or so)
04) Wash my platess T.T
05) Tidy up my table? We need to put beverage on my table for Chinese New Year
06) Get my dress trim, due to my height i need to trim a little bit off.
07) Manicure and Pedicure
08) Study my KPP book, Undang NEXT NEXT monday *gulps*
09) Gym at Celebrity OU for a week
10) Bathe Chikko & Sueki every week

Sudden cravings :// BBQ plaza && Shih Lin Oyster Mee Shua :)

A very different Nov & Dec

2010-12-05T01:42:00.003+08:00

00 days to Mummy's Birthday.
00 days to Melaka.
08 days to my last SPM paper.
13 days to Christmas Party @ Methodist Trinity
15 days to My Birthday.
20 days to Jolly Season, Christmas.
21 days to Boxing Day.
26 days to 31st of December
27 days to 01.01.2011.

...But why don't i feel happy at all? Maybe i was, but not after knowing the news about going ~~National Service~~. November & December have been always my best month of the year, but i definitely didn't felt a thing.. Life as we know it. Maybe i didn't felt special since starting of November due to worrying about my first paper on SPM. After a while of getting use to it, I felt a sigh of relief but then its time for me to worry about going National Service. I don't want to go. I don't want to go. Mum probably don't give a damn about me going or not going while Dad resist and said it's a good coarse, a good chance gaining experience.. blablabla all kinda not-so-convincing words after all..

"Yes, i know."

I told him, your daughter is better than any other daughter that doesn't do any sport or scared of going for jungle trekking and outdoor activities.

But i just don't wanna go!

I remember my BI paper 1 for SPM. Asking us to convince our dear cousin to go for National Service because WE have to remind and convince HE/SHE that is good for you. Omg, just kill me. The first thing I did when i saw the question. I went like "wtf, you kidding me? It's SPM, stop reminding me about that" Even THE QUESTION didn't wanted to let go off me. WTF?

I knew about it like few months back, while everyone has the same status on facebook cursing here and there. While the others are jumping with joy telling their beloved that they didn't get chosen. Life is unfair, no?

I should just sleep and have a good rest, clearing off my mind. Hopefully Melaka one day trip is still on.

LotsOfLoveFromMeToYou

Time to have some ketchups!

2010-11-30T20:46:00.008+08:00

I have the sudden feeling of reviving my blog ever again, after it died once, twice and thrice..

I've made my day just by reading back my older post though it's only the second page of my blog. Proving myself that I have not made a wrong choice for blogging about my special days. I mean like, how can you forget what so great had happened to you just to give the very last hope of smiling?

Anyways, SPM is not around the corner but it had already started! It started on the 23th November till 20th December. But as for me, it's only until 13th December. I would have finished my papers earlier but due to their draggy draggy attitude for giving us day offs about 10days until my very last paper. *whichidontknowwhydoyouhavetogiveussuchdumbschedule?!?*

My twitteeeeerrrrr has reached 1484 tweets already ever since i was a member on April 18th. Their really basically all about what i have been doing every moment of my life. I tweet whenever i have mixed emotions, like basically alll the timmmeee.

Hans just told me about The Rock. I don't know when why and how that i actually understands his ECW, Smackdown & RAW stories. But The Rock! Omg, isn't he the hot guy that acted in "Game Plan", "Race Witch Mountain" & "The Tooth Fairy?" YES exactly! That's the hottie with muscular hot body.

He's Dwayne Johnson!

Like wthh. He's won a number of medals at WWE, his like a Mr.Right for a lot of you? No?? LOL
Maybe the picture above doesn't look so clearly, but i think this is the best picture.. I mean a more stylo picture that i can get.

OH YEAAAAHHHH..
Have i mentioned even tiny little thing about My Red Babyy?? No? Imma show you how it looks like, I mean the picture isn't my Red Baby. But soon will capture some cool stuff for you guys to see!

Don't you guys think that she's just so pretty? ;) *awwww*

I hear Tristen. I see Tristen. Oh i love him (:

2010-05-20T22:38:00.007+08:00

Happy 1st Birthday Tristen Marcel (:

Though you won't understand what im saying. You'll know sooner or later. Your cheche here can't wait to see you getting into preschool, can't wait to see you dating other pretty girls :D
There's something really really cool about this little boy, his hair only grow in the middle. Once it's long it curls up. Hahaha, his parents are still waiting for his side hair to grow.

Wanted to show my readers bout you long agoo. But i was lazy :X

THREE MONTHS OLD :

Feeling sgt geramkan?

FOUR MONTHS OLD :

SITTING :

BAPTIST :

So cutee right? Gosh his not even 1 yet. But look whats he wearing. *droools*

Too smart too handle. *faints*

GAGAGAGA.

HIP HOPPING? :

10year old look alike? Hahaha, don't forget his not even 1 yet x)

TRISTEN IN CAT SUIT *meowmeow* :

BIRTHDAY :

He's definitely not staring at his cake but the light of the candle (:

and his cake is all over is face (:

and again, my heart sank.

and again, staring at the candle light.

Lovely.

RECENTLY :

Wheres my heart this time?

Look look at his hair! Told ya only the middle have hair :D

Cutest thing on earth.

There are plenty but i don't have the one with him chewing on sour oranges. nyehehehe. You should really see his expression of the sourness in his face. I'll trrryyyyy to get them asap.

loveche (:

Come on baby, tell me you love me.

2010-04-19T16:18:00.005+08:00

I didn't do that on purpose, like i said i don't like going on and off it'll just make us look like we're 5 years old kids that are still fooling around with each other. How i wish it was all back to normal again but i just didn't have the choice to. Remember me telling you about this Chinese Drama about this guy lied to his girlfriend saying that he's still in office when his girlfriend was actually looking at him in this particular restaurant dining with another girl. Do you know how much that hurts? Don't know? Why not you imagine you as the person who caught that particular person red handed? It's not that the girlfriend doesn't trust the him, but the his dumb enough to ruin everything. He can't be blaming the girl for not forgiving him, I'm very sure that the girl don't feel good either.

This is just weird, you might be falling for dino. Maybe dino has always been there for you whenever your down taking over me whenever you need me. When things are getting better, feeling better, sounding better something just pop-ed up and it's the last thing i will wanna see in your Facebook page. Talking to dino? The both of you are not even close to one another, have only seen each other at bar ONCE while you were so busy solving our problems. Unless you guys did went out again after that, had a great night spending together, then i will just stfu. You could even copy and paste P&C convos to show her that I found out you both talking. After that there goes i asked again, "are you talking to dino?" and you answered NO. That is so the last thing in my list knowing that you will never lie. My heart sank so deeply when i hear you say NO. I headed to bed after that knowing that you've done the biggest mistake throughout the whole freaking year I could hardly sleeep. All i know is to curve myself into a ball crying by saying only 3 words..

"why?" "why?" "why?"

I always wanted things to be alright maybe after a minor argument but somehow it will lead to something else when i was about to surrender. Sometimes i just dont know how am i supposed to say sorry so all i could do is just to wait for you to make a better move. I don't know how long have you been talking to dino, and i don't want to know. I just hope that she'll disappear from every corner she used to be, yes i mean every single corner. Eg, typing her name out yet i see 'no results'. I remember your Facebook used to be only me. Like every single corner! But it's not anymore, i see a few girl's messages in there. It looks like I've been replaced, sighs.

All The Hope Is Gone. ):

Istillmishyouverythemuch.

Tweeet me la AIJOH.

2010-04-18T19:47:00.002+08:00

I HAVE TWITTER! :D

Whose got TWITTER? Let's be friends :) Yippeeeeeee.

Tweeeeeeeet me!

Be fair and square okay? You have mine, now i want yours!

Toodles, mwahmwah.

Autism Walk

2010-04-17T19:33:00.005+08:00

Sri Aman hosted an Autism Walk today at 8am-1pm.

I forgot how long was the journey but it was fun until someone practically ruined my day :(. Sean bought the tickets for me i collected from him. Bumped into a few long-time-no-see friends. (: Claimed for the T shirt and Balloon, the T shirt its purple in colour and i took a pink balloon. A lot of them lost theirs half way or even threw it. But i kept my balloon nicely until the end of the journey! :) I don't have the rest of the pictures with me YET, forgot to charge Cammy last night. Regretted or else there will be PLENTY of pictures, but too bad.

But i have 3 here from the photographers, good enough? :)

Fauzan stalker betul.

I like (:

More to come kay?
XOXO.

A little bit of here and there.

2010-04-14T14:15:00.003+08:00

Bad news bad news bad news. Due to those guys in my class have been really naughty and always been called out by the discipline teachers and counselors, they found out a solution to make them better boys? By changing our class to opposite teachers office. Will be changing next Monday, Wth la? I love my current class its at the end yet its not that far from Canteen, Field, Toilets, Library, Discipline rooms, Surau, Lab.. except for hall. That classroom we're going is one hell of shyt place. Grrr, I'm so not changing over there. PFTS. That is not gonna be the best solution for changing the whole class there? Mind working on your brains a little teachers?

Ive not been playing my QVOD player though there are a few more movies waiting for me (:

I have not watch :
1) Teeth!
2) Accepted
3) Percy Jackson & The Olympians : The Lighting Thief
4) Alice in Wonderland
5) New York I Love You
6) Ghost of Girlfriends Part
7) Hot Summer Days
8) The Ugly Truth
9) Clash Of Titans
10) When In Rome
11) How to train your Dragon
12) Princess and the Frog
13) Date Night

.. There are more, i cant remember them all though ):
Quick quick bring me out for movies =D hehhehe.

PREFECTS CAMP ♥
It was awhh-some whey. Thank god i went *pheww wipes sweat* It was really fun, They made us kiss toad in one of the fear factor games.. Wanna know more? Wait for my next post yeah?

I can't wait too, woohooo! :D

ONE MORE THING..
I was MC for perhimpunan, it was frightening but its cool. I made a few mistakes ofcause, No ones perfect. But there is this one mistake i didn't realize and Chiasing caught the teachers laughing at me. I was supposed to say "Pelajar yang kasihi sekalian" but i tersaid "Pelajar yang kasihan sekalian" How amazing i can be at times :D

8 things you need to know, a busy bee

2010-04-08T19:09:00.007+08:00

1) I have been so busy walking from Block B to Block A 2nd floor to get Kumfong then maybe to Block C 1st and 2nd floor a little while then head back to Block A ground floor then Block B then Block A. GRRRRR. Busy with Interact trips Kumfong and I have planned. Now a newer trip, To Melaka during the June holidays hopefully it'll work out. Busy with class samudra layout? Its killing Zafirah and I both definitely. Busy with Jeeyong's D60 for class samudra pictures too, so far Ive taken every single persons portrait already now heading for group pictures! :) I wonder when Szenli's going to develop those pictures we've taken.

7th April 2010
2) Our class have been torturing RuoxiWong alooott? She's always in Discipline room complaining about us all. HHAHHA. The teachers got so fed up and finally brought up a solution which is changing her to the next class. She didn't want to, according to what she have told all of us. But too bad, her dad didn't allow her so byeeeeeee :)
Oh i almost forgot, While Antonio was sleeping in class today they kinda dared Ruoxi to give Antonio a peck on his cheeks. HAHHAHA. They recorded a video too i guess :) Scandal much.

3) I miss blogging so much, but im soooo lazy to upload pictures to it, you guys know how much time I have got to spend on uploading pictures by pictures. But what if people don't like reading blogs this plain without any pictures? ): AIJOHHHHHH. Dunno lar, grrrrrr. I will try to blog as often as i can to keep you readers updated yeah? :) Lovee mee?

4) Oh yeah, I started a new game on facebook. Hotel City :) It's something like Restaurant City though, since its from the same society, Playfish? Im like Level 15 now in less than a week? Woohooo. (;

5) Tell you what, I used to dislike Taylor Swift..
But noww..
IM SO FUCKING IN LOVE WITH HER. Maybe cause of her songs, they are so pretty so meaningful.. somehooww? Im making this such a big thing because i like Taylor Swift. I know you like her too, i can see that you know?

6) I was just wondering, should i publish my blog for the whole world or only to my friends. I don't' know? What do you think friends? My blog died long ago, i bet i wouldn't be getting any answers back.

7) I was so dead in class today, like really even i wave it'll take me like more than 5seconds to complete my wave? It's been awhile since I became this moody, after waking up from bed, go back to bed and sleep again. I don't wish to socialize and only wish to be alone. People asked me what happen to me? I only had to say "nothing's wrong" and I'll fake a smile to let them know that I'm fine. Which i don't think im good at? Thank you people for even bother to ask (:

8) PREFECTS CAMP TOMORROW 9th - 11th April 2010 Kuala Kubu Baru.
Im not ready la, I haven't even pack my stuff. I hope hope hope hope hope it'll be a nice camp yeah? Like since we're already form5. I will see you guys very very sooon.

ILOVEYOU. always.

Whose leading?

2010-02-07T02:37:00.002+08:00

nehhh, my boyfriend bitches about people. *laughs out loud* white lies white lies. *shook head*

disappointed, like really.

Omg, i just miss blogging out of no where. Yeepeee, should i blogg should i bloogg? :D Aiyaiyai, I've nothing to blog aboutttt -_- *Brainstorms* and *Checks diary*

No outing post, since i haven't been going out with anyyonnee.
No foood post, since i haven't been snapping any nice food pictures. hmmm
No event pictures, since i haven't been going out as i already said.
No birthday post, since i haven't been wishing anyone lately? HAHA, Noo laa. Maybe i do have some pictures of them but i'm lazy to bloggg :( OHH WAIT, i don't have anyones picture here eversince i reformatted my pc ):

ahh, don't know la. lazy brainstorm. Imma off to war again. toodles. Sweet dreams everyone, because i haven't been having any nice dreams. );

2010-01-27T18:00:00.000+08:00

Just had our first meeting with the interactors today. Kumfong and i were stressing about what games are we supposed to have for them to have more dun ofcause :)

It was really a tough day today as i can say? Some should know why yeah.. Oh god..

hmm..
wa boh seow yi jin jia gu liao. Ge nit peng yew ka wa gong e eh ming gea. Zho ga wa sim tia ka eh si. E gong e tuo ou kua tiok e. Wa ma jin jia happy lo. Tan si e kong eh ming gea si wa mai tea eh. E ka zhi ge huan na gia. Hi ge huan na go gim e eh chui de gia. Lu ai wa ah chuah jo? Ma hou lo. Hi bang wa eh pang e chao. Wa mai ko kek sim liao la. Jin kang ko. Pun hi bang e ka ha mi zha bo pun bo lor.

enjoy! Hahhas. Ciao especially for xuan yu since she told me that she's waiting for newer post :) :)

love ida.

Inside story.

2009-11-09T00:12:00.003+08:00

What's going on with me? I wonder how you guys could even bare with my temper these days.. Everything goes hay-wire when it reaches me. I swear, you'd probably be getting a oh-whatever look or a i-dont-even-give-a-damn look from me. If it is so, I'm sorryy la but so far i guess everything is still running smooth? *ihopeso*

As i saidd..

Ducati? Valentino? Superbike? KL? Pavillion? Starhill? Lecka-lecka? Monorail? Theaters? Spaghetti Cabonara? ~~Shisha?~~ Jazz? Lot10?

I didn't want all this man? I couldn't just keeep it but to blog it. Joshua? Where you? Urghhh, deleted almost everything kan? How are you going to read my blog anymore you tell me?

I am weak ; really weak. Give me a break? No contacts, nothing anymore. I can't take it anymore. At least a message or an IM would be so much better i can say. Would be my birthday wish for that.

Thank goodness I'll be leaving here sooon. Yes, for 4days only -.- Not 4years okaay. Leaving to Sabah. I'm gonna enjoy and release EVERYTHING there and maybe not bringing them back on plane. Ah-ah it'll stay in Sabah. Sad for youu -.-

Thank you. P&C.
DON'T ASK k for those who still care for me (:

iloveyou.

20122012 vs 11111111

2009-10-31T23:13:00.000+08:00

Whaoo. First argument harh. Well I'm telling you, I did not like it.

Ohh, I almost forgot although I AM a Malaysian.
Happpy Halloweeen!

I celebrated my first Halloween here in KL. Hahhas, was rushing to get costumes. Okay not costumes because we can't over dress here in Malaysia normal people would most probably be laughing at you for over-dressing. I just wore a dress with horns andd.. Wait for my Upcoming previous post, more details. :D

We went for dinner tonight, Durh. But its the typical kinda Seafood restaurants with Millions of Seafood displays. LOL Ah-ah, no Geoduck for us. I'm craving for the taste so badly, the last time i tasted it was around 4 years or more? It's something like Abalone but not.. Okay, my dinner for tonight it's pretty pricey.

NEXT.

We drove pass Siemens and they had the 2012 Poster there. I told my Mum..

Ida Mum Dad

Ida : If i was born on the 2012 then that would be so cool cause it would be two zero one two two zero one two.
Mum : Uhh?
Dad : What she meant was Twenty Twelve twenty twelve!
Ida : Yeah yeahh!
Dad : Why not say, how you wish you were born on 11.11.1111. Cooler right?
Ida : OH YEAH! That is so much cooler!
Dad : But you'll be dead by then, bye bye -.-

The Dodgeball game that makes it worth while.

2009-10-27T23:15:00.003+08:00

I had so much fun in school these 2 days. School had Dodge ball match for the Form4's only. We cheered/screamed for our class and obviously they were the one who did most of the job at last they've finally got into Finals :D
I've a very manly voice now, did the screaming with those crazy people especially the finals. It was Horrifying! Heh, I like the Smexy Manly voice :D

Well well, Don't you miss out the girls team. We lost, I was really disappointed at myself. I was the last one standing in the court and yet i made the biggest mistake which everyone already warned me not to. I had butterfingers. URGHH, I shouldn't have saved the freaking ball. I'm so sorrry..
Scratch that,

We had hampers though since the guys got the first prize. Min Hou threw almost all into my bag, Yes i had a bag full of snacks IN MY BAG. Hahhas, wonder how am i gonna finish them all D: Uhh-ohhh.

Pictures? I'M LAZZYYY!
My bone, The small of my back, My Arm, My waist, even my Backside hurts like crazy. I'm using a walking stick now. *Cooool*
Give me time man, I'll make it up to you (:

Don't you not remember that 4Lili won the game. Woooohooooo

//Edit: There you go, since my body doesn't ache anymore (: Yikes, I don't like the pictures. Cause its taken in school and Uhhh.. Pffts

The Captains. Nahh, He sure did a better job than i do (:

Miserable Sial -.-

4Lili with erm, 4M and other classes? They were happy for us too x)

Plus, this is one thing i'm so mentioning right here! Do you guys play SIMS? Then i'm sure you guys know whats the Social Level aye? Yeah, for the past few months it was somehow below the negative bar. I didn't bother doing anything because i didn't have the will to. But confident all came back just because of one smile. I Feeel so relieved right now. My social level is increasing each and every moment from now again :D It's really true, No point worrying about things you cant change. Just wait for the time to do the healing part. It's hard? Yes, We all know that, but one day it'll all come back to you. I'm still waiting for mine.

Current ADDICTION : Simple Plan ; Save you! <333

I've played all my cards.

2009-09-10T23:04:00.002+08:00

I don't wanna talk about the things we've gone through

Though its hurting me, now its history

Ive played all my cards and that's what you've done too

Nothing more to say

No more ace to play

I was in your arms thinking I belonged there

I figured it made sense

Building me a fence building me a home

Thinking Id be strong there

But I was a fool playing by the rules

The gods may throw a dice

Their minds as cold as ice and someone way down here

Loses someone dear

The winner takes it all the loser has to fall

Its simple and its plain why should I complain.

Somewhere deep inside you must know I miss you but what can I say?

Rules must be obeyed

I don't wanna talk bout the things we've gone through, because it hurts a lot. We've did almost everything we could already. Thought you'd be the one, but i was wrongg.. I did not wish for that.

09.09.09 what a day? Corns, soap-sick

2009-09-09T22:19:00.005+08:00

You do not wanna have clavi (corns). It hurt so freaking much.

I only have ONE few months back, I didn't really bother about it cause the only way of getting rid of a corn is to pull the veins out and it'll bleeed and bleeed. Then it'll grow again. Yayy.

I told Cheeken the feeling was awesome when you've gotta pull the veins, he had before that's why he knows how it feels and he thinks its pretty cool too -.- Hahas, Cuckoo people like us.

Some people enjoys the feeling of it, some people they just wanna get rid of it like ASAP?

But noww..

I'm having TEN of them. Wtf right?

Left foot - 3

Right foot - 6

Left Middle Finger - 1

Mine is most probably a hard corn, it's called Heloma Durum. Hard corns occur on dry, flat surfaces of skin. It hurts aloott, No one bothered bout my first corn either until now because it's way too many. They wanted to bring me for skin specialist but god knows when? Since i had flu that day, i asked the doctor there. He said: "Your feet has Fungus, Thick Skin and Corns"

Wth? -_____-

The doctor didn't wanna give me the corn liquid because I've cracked heels. It'll burn that area if the liquid touches my skin. Risky aye? So I've gotta wait for a longer period to suffer from this.. I couldn't walk properly especially in the morning. I will peel whenever i'm free, but i couldn't bare with the pain anymore longer. I've decided to stop then, but i've no idea why those corns are turning black and itch ): And it's pretty obvious that you could even count them. I'll be wearing flip flops for the whole week already i guess? I've got purpose k, not to wear it for the sake of fun. ):

There is no no fun in it, wanna try? You'll regret big time.. If you don't know how to clean em.

I did not wanna snapp to show, cause you'll get a shocked of your life ):

SOAP-SICK.

We brought soaps to school to carve into shapes (: It was really fun before that, we played with soaps in class. Until they brought it out again, I suddenly felt like dying cause i'm almost outta breath. I was having a hard time inhaling, I needed fresh air so badllyy. Suffered for 2-3hours in class with soapy soapy odour and My tummy was aching really bad too. Went home straight i slept for 13 hours. Felt so much better after that. We're gonna continue on Friday, Ohh nooos. Gotta prepare mask already D=

What's love?

2009-08-29T04:48:00.002+08:00

Selena - Dreaming of you
Michael Bolton - How am i supposed to live without you
Taylor Dayne - Love will lead you back
Whitney Houston - Saving all my love for you
Whitney Houston - One moment in time
Kenny G & Chante Moore - One more time
Bread - If
Michelle Wright & Jim Brickman - Your love is the greatest gift of all
Michael Learns To Rock - You took my heart away
Anne Murray - Broken hearted me
Jim Brickman - Valentine
Eric Clapton - Wonderful tonight
Whitney Houston - Greatest love of all
Whitney Houston - Didn't we almost have it all
John Denver - You fill up my senses
Diana Ross - When you tell me that you love me
Firehouse - I live my life for you
The Moffats - Miss you like crazy
Bonnie Tyler - Total eclipse of your heart
Boyzone - Everyday i love you
Rod Stewart - For the first time
Brian Adams - Everything i do i do it for you
Toni Braxton - Another sad love song

"One summer day, my boyfriend took me for a picnic lunch to our favorite spot at a local park. We sat on a rock that was surrounded by summer flowers overlooking a stream. We ate our lunch and then my boyfriend said that he needed to "go to the woods for a few minutes." When he came back, he was carrying a single red rose. He got down on one knee and handed me the rose. My boyfriend then had me peel off the petals, one by one. When I had plucked my way to the center of the rose, sitting there was an engagement ring! He then proposed to me, saying he wanted to spend his lifetime bringing me flowers. We have now been married for two years and he is still bringing me flowers!"

~~<333

Where you Perfecto?

It's all about LOVE ♥

Tristen is here in town.

2009-08-22T23:43:00.000+08:00

Lalala. As i said, Tristen's coming home today to meet us all. Ah-ah i did not regret going to the airport. Once i reached the airport, they were walking towards me and Uncle Pete passed me Tristen. Okay i haven't been carrying a baby once he reached my hands he started yelling and crying. I rushed outta the airport quickly as i didn't want the others to feel irritated by the noises he made. His cute <3

Got home and its everybody's turn to carry him a little. Chikko likes him alot, Chikko will follow wherever Tristen is. Even Chikko's bed times at 11, he'd still be awake just to be with Tristen at 2am? Hahhas.

Wanna see my baby nephew now? :)

Look at his hair! Ahh, swirling in (;

Caught in Act ;D

Hahhahha!

See told you he follows him everywhere!

Roti Jala

Thai Dessert.

Tristen baby & Random game shots.

2009-08-22T14:56:00.016+08:00

Ah, Uncle Peter and Family will be reaching airport at 3.50pm. I don't know whether to go or not, or to surprise myself at home with the little child Auntie Kiki would be holding ; Tristen Marcel Yap. Familiar? Hmm, I suggested that name for that baby boy. I hope that he'll like it. :) Still i don't know should i go or just stay at home and wait for them. Gahh, kill me =X

*plucking rose petals*

"Go, Stays at home, Go, Stays at home, Go, Stays at home, Go, Stays at home, Go, Stays at home, Go, Stays at home, Go, Stays at home, Go, Stays at home, Go, Stays at home, Go, Stays at home...."

And now, time to introduce you guys the games i've been going crazy over at Facebook. ;D

Yeah man! RC (Restaurant City) *Two thumbs upp!* It's heckable but i don't k. Unlike someone. >P Hhaha, I've finally reached level 27 which is the maximum level already.

*Wipe sweat*

The reason why I'm posting this up its cause I've been complaining that my Popularity doesn't go up more than 45.0 =.= Take a look at mine? IT'S 50.0 YO! I wanted to reach 50.0 so damn badly and *pooop* there it goes =D *too happy and jumps up and down and hits the roof*
The erm, characters are a little retarded. LOL! It was lagging if im not mistaken. =D

NEXT.

Wonder whose? xD
Cheeken's durh. LOL!
The reason why I screenshot this is cause i was the one who decorated this for him! Nyehhehe. Thank me thank me =D K, nevermind you already did. HAHHA. You were so lucky man, RC was behaving that time so everything went out fine. Unlike mine, *grumbles* after hours of shifting items here and there and when the moment i pressed the 'tick' button.. It went to "Please click here to retry" %^#&#@ God damn, you know how long it took me to decorate or not. Grrs, okay stop i don't wanna continue it's pissyfying. D=

NEXT.

BARN BUDDY! Another pissyfying game. Gotta harvest like right after it's done or else people will start stealing my crops like no body's business. Grrrs. Thats my farm by the way and loook at the column there, do you see me? I'm 4th in my list woi! *happy happy* And haha, see that chicken over there? LOL Chiasing thought it'll peck her and lose coins if she steals my fruits! HHAHA. Neways, that chicken is my baby. D: And it/he layed 12-13 eggs for me already. HOHOHO

NEXT.

Chunted kan? ;) Hhaha, credits to Joshua <3
Don't ask me how did it happen, cause i don't remember already. Thank god i've screen shot. WOOOHOOO.

NEXT.

Hah! Other than Facebook games, there are other games out there kan? :) MSN puzzle, this should be our second puzzle. The screenshot of our first puzzle freaking retarded, so yeah ): And loook, our score. I did 48 and you did 48 too. Awesome :D

NEXT.

See my masterpiece =D
I liked it a lot, dont know why. LOL! Don't lar laugh my drawing. =(

NEXT.

SEE! Minesweeper. For the first time i got it all right man. =D hahha, Yeah yeah it's small but who cares? Hee. Plus plus look at the pretty desktop i have. That's long long time ago, bored of that already somehow x)

NEXT.

CLUB PENGUIN! OMG. Sooper dooper long ago, it took me damn long to get in. Hahha.
Spot the Blue and Pink Penguin. It's Me and Joshua. HHAA.
Penguins fire burning on the dance floor, oo wohh oh oh.

Happy Birthday Joshua. (:

2009-08-21T01:27:00.007+08:00

Happy Birthday Girlfriend! :D

Gahh, missing my long hair already =X
Not long ago, around April maybe?

I'm sorry if i didn't wish ya on time. I couldn't forgive myself for that already. ):
I'm waiting for ya to be FREE or to be back here and enjoyy the restaurant I've been telling ya. *cantwait,fullofexcitementalreadyk* :D

I wanna thank ya for all the things you've helped me out. Wait, there are more stuffs to be mentioned. You know i know you know :)
Thanks for driving me to some strange place and stare at some idiot's house. Hmm i MEAN it okay.
Thanks for buying coconut for me when i'm suffering from a bad sore throat.
Thanks for driving me to the hospital and deliver the cake for me.
Thanks for the Green tea chocolate from Cameron.
Thanks for the pretty pendant ya gave me for Christmas.
Thanks for the Kinder Bueno.
Thanks for the Rasam ya sent over to my place! :D
Thanks for sacrificing your sleeping time just to hear me spilling everything on the phone. With our happy line ofcause (:
Thanks for giving me infos just to make my life much easier.
Thanks for being there for me all the time when i needed somebody so badly.

I really do appreciate all of this, thats all i could think of so far. Some of these are the past already. The past that I've totally given up (: I was wondering, if it wasn't you am i still be able to live such happy life now? You know i'm weak. Right?
You've deleted your blog and fb. Rawr, when i told ya not to ): I still hope that you're still able to enter my blog yeah? I hope that your fine over there.
And and I just realized we havent get into a mall and shop our asses out yet. Oh wait, we did. At GIANT with melia. HHAHHA. You were busy buying stuff and we were busy cam whoring with the products.

Imissyou ):
DO RING ME. <3

2009-08-20T22:34:00.001+08:00

Hari Koko? Uh, whatever you call it. Causeidontcareactually
The atmosphere is like having classes on a Saturday morning. Freaking dead, I went there for nuts. Stoned for 7 hours there or in class, not allowed to walk home although my house isn't THAT far away from school. Grrr

Amazingly MichelleW and Gordan still waiting for me for movie. Hahha. She asked me to skip school and to go movie with her. Why? She don't wanna feeel bad xD *inside story* We planned like the night before and i told her i couldn't make it.

Okay, Gordan came and drove us to Curve. Our purpose there is just to watch Proposal but sold out. Second choice Laughing gor? LOL I thought it was a comedy show but ended up action movie. Somehow i think it relates to the AOD movie cause the actors are basically the same people. Oh oh, now i remember the name of that drama. E.U (Emergency Unit) anyone?

8/10

Headed to the car after that, and he wants us to accompany him to saloon to get his hair chopped. Facebook @ the saloon awhile while he chopping his hair off. Damn cool, alternate seats has a pc for ya to use when ya doing treatments and stuff. Was it Elements again? Hmm.. He's gonna pay for our starbucks tomorrow, but i dont think i'll be going out tomorrow anymore. No more starbucks? ): Ohh noos.

//Pictures SOOON. Their with Michelle.

Current Cravings : IKEA MEATBALLS & VANILLA ICE BLEND. *Urghhhh*

A date with you, love.

2009-08-15T22:01:00.005+08:00

Oh haha. Cheeken's got class dinner @ TGIF curve. Since he's free in the morning we hang out =)

Nothing much but we planned for Proposal earlier on but tickets sold out. So went for G.I.Joe.
It wasn't that bad, that guy gave us couple seats. :D hahha, pretty awesome. But but gotta add additional fees. Worth it, right? :D

He was late for his class dinner cause of me ): I dragged him all the way until grandpa comes over and picked me up. Sorryy ♥

I didn't know Curve has such good and quite place to hang around. Hmmm I still like the atmosphere over there anyways.

Tooodles (:
Xoxo

My hair chopped. Oh Nooos ):

2009-08-04T22:15:00.005+08:00

Chopped chopped chopped my Long brownish hair. ;)
HAHHA. I shouldn't be happy cause my hair is chopped away. Remember remember.

I can't stand the split ends any longer. I'll miss you curls that cost me 250bucks ): Hm, let me just show ya some picture of my long hair look once again.

From this short and curly..

To this longg and wavy. ):

Their permanent curls k. Ohh babbyy.. ): ):

Now the short ones!

*jeng jeng jeng jeng*

Omg, i look like a small kid lor. Nyheehhee.

LOVE IDAEZRA <3

Rotary Dinner at Holiday Villa.

2009-07-26T15:02:00.019+08:00

Happy Birthday Antonio. (:
No pictures with you yet. Ohh ohh dear.

Rotary Dinner at Holiday Villa.

Taman SEA had 2 tables, the seniors sat together and the other table for us. The food they served was awesome. Okay it's just normal maybe its because of the fun people I'm mixing + sitting with. (: But but theres one thing for sure, i love love love the dessert. The rest didn't like it before they even tasted it. After a bowl, they started snatching from me already. LOL

Hahha, the funny thing was that they gave souvenirs and its placed on every ones chair. A packet with Clear MEN shampoo and Fair & Lady/Pureen MATERNITY toothpaste. Like hello, do we look like we need all those. Rawwrrr.

Asst and I.U Director, Funding Director, Club Service Director and Asst.

Abiseshana (:

..and againn (;

Taddaa.

Nice nice, they didn't like. And and i learnt something new today from this soup.
Its "How to drink soup" LOL They were crapping and taught me how to. LOL
Chinese style or Western? Hmm.

Jeffery? Hahaha, Omg.

Hahha, bullied Kum Fong and Kuru for finishing up the veggies.

Trying out my Ring.

My Honeyyydew. Yummyy yum yum.

I've been shuffling songs lately, I don't stick to one anymore.

2009-07-24T23:05:00.001+08:00

Mixed emotions.

I started liking "Wonderful tonight" again. Its got its story behind as well. I used to like it a lot, it's really meaningful and i listen to it every night before i go to bedd. I stopped after awhile, there goes another song replacing its place. I didn't wish to hear it ever again, until then. I find it very meaningful all over again.. But i guess it's already a little too late by now.

It'll never be the same.
Didn't we almost have it all?

I still remember every line you've said that day, it was perfect. You should have seen the moment of us sobbing. I'm not surprise that nothing is happening now, it's been sooo long. Why would there be anything happening?
"Oh no, Stop dreaming you idiot. Wakee up!"
Ugh, that was pissyfing yet disappointing. We talk and we act differently. And I doubt anyone would be able to copy the exact thing as we did, although that's what i wanted quite badly from others? I was treated badly, but i still liked it. What the hell? What is wrong with my mind?! And i wouldn't be used to it if i'm treated well this time? O_O You'll eventually miss those tough moments you had last time than now sitting down aside and rot. Right?
Ahh, maybe that's what you call love. (:

How can i let you go my precious?? You'll be my everything.
I would want ya to stay no matter what. Why wouldn't i want a better life for myself?..

A new puppy. Omgosh?

2009-07-19T16:19:00.001+08:00

Daddy brought a puppy back home! Ahh, Its a Sharpei.

I took few hours to think of a name for her and finally I named her Sheppy :D
Awesomely cool that now I've 3 dogs. Crap, well basically my job is only to play with them.

HAHHA. Wanna see her? Guys out there? ;) ;)

Haa, adorable. (:

Prefects Installation.

2009-07-15T23:14:00.001+08:00

The day I've been waiting for..

Theme : Meteor
Slogan : Impacting Others

First of all, Jeshua, Joon Wai and I are in charge of Decorations in the hall. =D
Pn haminder says that She has not seen such pretty and decorated decoration before. She says she's gonna treat us all 3. We shared ideas, Jeshua did the starry stars. I did the back drop. Yasmin helped out with the Banner and Meteor, Joonwai helped everything :D

Obviously the first thing imma gonna show, are my pretty decorated hall. =D

Meteor and Starry stars on the stage.

Starry stars at the down stage.

Tea Time. Fried Chicken damn awesome whey. :D

The 80+ of carbonated drinks each prefect donated.

See him posing? When others are talking to him -.-

Kamarul vs Neil.

My Shashimi Don <3
Random much? I was boredd, so i played around with Cammy. (:

Guys from Hot Attics (:

Meteoorrr! =D

Form2, tall freak. We made fun of ourselves being that short -.-

McD after Installation.
It's our tradition though, They even had the "Long tiang" thingy for guys on that day. But some idiot banned it, who knows who on earth is that?

Haven't seen a bird nest before? There you go. People like us, gets excited over everything! That is why we even have a picture of a bird nest. Nyeehh.

Stay Tuned for more,
ps: // PICTURES NOT COMPLETE.

Prefects AGM.

2009-07-11T22:44:00.005+08:00

Yooohooo. (:

It's a Saturday! Nyehhe, just so you know. I've gotta wake up at erm, 6? No no 6.30! As usual lar k (for schooling days ONLY), dressed upp and headed to school! Awesomeness, whole school only Prefects =X Hhaha, All in maroon yo!

Andd Interact BODs supposed to have ILTS at Sri Permata with blazers on! Hhaha, i haven't get one yet though. =x But worst come to worst I've gotta ditch ILTS for Prefects AGM, all prefects are excused.

AGM, pretty good. I was shivering all the while whey. I was freaking worried that I'll still be as clumsy as ever when their passing down stuff to us. But nah, I WAS FINE! ;D hhaha.
shook Jia-Tern's hand, and there goes another timee.
2 dudes came and asked me,
"Dont you think Jia-tern's hands are like DAMNN SWEATY?!?"
"uhh, no? Wait, I don't know. Because i think my hands are worst" O_O

Okay, It ended pretty early. Hahha, yeahh like you know the usual time where people used to have breakfast. LOL Except for me k, i skipped Breakfast because i don't wake upp that early! I only wake up during lunch hour. =D
Back on track, followed Sharma to Prefects room to look for the backdrop letters and LEFT MY BOTTLE IN THE HALL. After an hour? I only realized i left my bottle there, i ran back to the hall and it went missing already. Wtf? Searched everywhere and i don't see nuts la.

and thenn..

dot dot dot dot... *something happened*
I feltt really guilty after that. I'm sorryy.

Checked my phone once i got home, and 6 messages waiting for me to view. Saw Syahir's message and he asked did i bring my bottle back home? The cool part is he saw my bottle rolling on the floor and he picked it up and brought it homee. Aww, so for now he's baby sitting my bottle! HHAHA. Thanks yeah?

Supposed to go Tropicana City for movie with MichelleWong and more.. but most of them went ILTS and it ends at 5? That's a little too late already, i ditched.

Headed to Mid Valley right after lunch with family. Mummy said, she'll get me a Guess bag when i actually likes Burberry more.
Our next stop Esprit, we had way cheaper price for this one bag and it's already outta stock and it'll never ever exist again! But haha, they came out with a newer design this time. It didn't really satisfy me and it's 169bucks. Mummy asked to get it, but if i don't really like it, no point getting something i don't like right? So ditched!
But their watches, sparklingg shiny under the LED lights it attracted me so badly. Hhaha, I love watches. So i bought one from Esprit it's erm 399bucks.

Pretty pretty, so no more bags for me already. ):

Got home, Mummy came and asked me about Facebook and her RC is like Level 3 already after 20mins. Heehhee. :D

International Understanding.

2009-07-04T23:41:00.001+08:00

It's DJ's IU!
Excited? Yes, we were. But not anymore during the day.

The amount of people there, I'm pretty sure it's less than 50. TRUST ME. It happened on the same day as Cheer 2009. So most of them ditched Interact Installation for Cheer. Pfftt. We were all dying for the beverage at the back, Say wei and I.. Well basically i think all of us was dead thirsty.

Their Foood was awesome! We had Pai-Tee. Oh crap, No camera on that day, so we did not snap. As i was saying, after lunch We went to their school compound to cam whore. Heh.

I think DJ is ghey. No offence =X Cause its building its either pink or pink pinkier. HHAHA. I liked it, but it's pretty unfair for dudes don't ya think so? Okay, I'm not comparing or insulting k.
We didn't cam whore on purpose, we were waiting for Jiawei to come over to fetch us to Curve.

Loook!
says, "my hair my hair!" Omgg, i love the brownish colour. Do you see it? =D

So loving itt aightt.

I want want them all. =x

Lavender Cheesecake and Rose Tea.

Peach Ice Blended.

Grilled lemon fish? :D

Jia wei in Black x) Face gone.

We ordered more fruit punch, longer yumcha session already (:

The Party Begins. ;)

2009-06-27T23:59:00.060+08:00

Party for June babies at Kah Hou's place. (;

They planned for this party so long ago. I got the details late, didn't decide on what to wear or what to bring and even what to do!? Somehow i was still Xing Yao's life saver. He's got no transport, and the party started like an hour ago? Luckily he rang me up for transport, i went pretty late because of the weather! It didn't look good and it ruined my mood already. ):

Weather report : NOT SO GOOD.

Continuee..

After we reached, we played peekabooo with them. They recognise my voice but they still don't know where were we hiding? Say wei came to us and to open the door for Daryl, he looked upp the stairs and wondering why are we hiding behind the trees. -.-

During party.
I didn't eat a lot, i was playing all the while. Snapping here and there as for Say wei and I, we jumped around more then we *snap snapp*.
Ate Jiawei's Chicken Wing, and Mutton. It's so delicious, not because it's from Jiawei lar of cause. x) Hhaha, but thanks for that yeah? Oh wait, the Mutton wasn't edible! It's as hard as a freaking rock. o_O Sang birthday song to all babies, and ate cakes! One home made cake from Kah Hou's mummy, Blueberry cheesecake. Ahh, as you guys know i hate berries a lot! But that cake is yummy. ;D And and chocolate indulgence from Secret recipe, okay okay lar. Edible can already. x) After that, most of them jumped into the pool already! Some of them didn't want to due to "I didn't bring spare clothes!" Had loadsa fun in the poool, it wasn't deeep so we're able to jump for candid shots. :D

Chooppp Michelle's face out! And taadaaa, there it goes.

Jiawei! Hehhhe, she's damn nice okay! She grilled chicken wings for me! =D

The mutton wasn't even nice! Wonder why ya looked so tempted. *sigh sigh*

Was asking them, "how on earth you get up on that thing ahh!"

Say wei, still hugging the pole -.- I failed to jump upp. ):

Happy happy* Got up at last, wondering where is saywei?!

HAH! more people joined me! =D Do youu see saywei? o.O

After soo long, time to pushed me down already. But SAYWEI still hugging the pole! =.= This picture, VERY candid. LOLOL

Saywei shakes ass, chiasing follow. xD Michelle? KELEFEH again. -.-

He wasn't posing for the camera. It's candid! Nyahha. Got cha! =P

The pro cutter. :D
Everyone enjoyed eating the cake i cut tau! ;D HHAHA.

The soon to be babies k. ;)

How obscene whey. -.-

I..i.. was not there. OMG, how cruel can they be to teng? ):

The person behind, kelefeh only. x)

Another kelefeh -.-

We don't remember this picture. But haha, I LIKEE! =P
That kelefeh is forgiven. xD

Jiawei like stalking me so much. D: HHAHA.

I like my hair. ;D heehheee.

*Don't talk to me about science*.
AMELIA NG is so heavy till i couldn't even jump up the water and pose! Hmmphh. =(
Lmao, but this is chunted.

I like this picture. The effect only! :D But i'm not satisfy with the looks inside. ):

Fionnnaaa. xD

The group picture! :D

Oh hahha, I almost forgott. Yumcha session at Kayu afterr the party! :D Around 1130pm ;D Saywei, Chiasing and I!
And and i finally get to drink my susu! Wheee, they only have it after dinner. Pfftt pfftt.
And yeahh, we bumped into Christopher and Asyraf! =D Nyahhaha.

Wan chia singgg! ;D

Damn whey! Took me so long to finish posting those pics upp!
Night nighttt! =P

The week to view, 22-27th June.

2009-06-26T23:52:00.004+08:00

Wohoo, i'm feeling guilty for not updating. I still don't have the mood to blog somehow. I have no idea why. ):
Okay, i'm sick off that title already. I've been repeating it again and again in every post. Oh emm gee. So this post is going to be a week to view thing aight? (:

I'll start of with the very first day i remember.

22th June (Monday)
1. Sports day raptai. Damn, haha as hot as period? Wth, screw that lar. It's basically from Jiawei. -.-

2. Had our very first interact BOD meeting. It's fun (: hhaha because of that fun thing i didn't wanna go home until the very last minute, but i had to go. Because ive tuition! hahha, late, late like very late. Bumped into Joshua in school so he dropped me there ;D fated sial

24th June (Wednesday)
1.Chew Yee's Birthday! happy birthday yo. (; Thank you so much for your pies. I'll return ya asap. *remembers my face in case i run away with them all, evil laughs*

2. Germaine called me outta class to prepare the manga. My manga looked really bald, told Pn.Tang right after that to make sure that she'll get more manga for us! :D
Randomly asked Germaine..
"when's your birthday Germaine? :)"
"today -.-" *she started giggling* Hhaha.
"oh oh, happy birthday Germaine!"

3. Uncle pete sms-ed me telling me that Mimi gave birth to 4 kittens last Saturday. If i'm not mistaken, it might be on 20th June (Saturday) Omg, 20th. Tristen and Ida was born! Okay, only for the date.

25th June (Thursday)
Hell of a day!
NO MAID! Ahhh, i've gotta do so many things all by myself already. Eh eh, don't you ever think that i'm a princess that doesn't know how to do house works k. Like, i've gotta start off with 'how to bathe myself' :O hhahha. *wink wink*
Grandpa said, she shed tears before she left. She wanted to wait for me and wave me goodbye, unfortunately she had to go cause the whole world's waiting for her. I miss her, I don't know it's like after living with her for 2 and a half years as if someone is no longer here anymore. I wonder when are we going to see each other ever again. :(

26th June (Friday)
Sports day!
1. Awesomee, Yellow house won the decoration. Really, i loveee our decorations! Well well, i helped them outt too! :D So i'm part of the decoration team already! *happpy happy* After Pn.Doreen announced Yellow, all of us started jumpinngg and jumpingg and jumping. x) Everyone helped out actually, everyone did a very good job. Hehh, Zer Rinn, Cassandra and I the bunga manga again. :D Wore our own costumes this year but Zer rinn. Wonderful. I'm starting to like almost every activities that has to do with me recently. Like like yellooww, yelloow and yellow. hhaha!

Wait, there are more from Germaine! :D

2. On Hitz at 6.30am and i heard the news that Micheal Jackson died. I dont know, what is there for me to say but R.I.P. I grew upp wiht his songs and out of no where, he passed away. That is horrible. OMG, i wonder hows Uncle Pete's reaction. ):
and same goes to Farrah Fawcett, R.I.P. ):

27th June (Saturday)
Well well, whats the happening? Stay Tunedd! ;) We'll all gonna have party at erm, somewhere. God knows where?

LOVE IDA!
xoxo!

This is just so cool! :D

2009-06-19T23:49:00.005+08:00

I'm back to my blog, Wheeee!!~~ I know i know, i can't believe it that i actually stopped signing in blogger for more than a week already.

Syoking sendiri. Lets see what am i gonna complain this time. ;) I stopped blogging for so long its because i do not have anything interesting to blog about, and i couldn't stand not seeing my blog updated. Omgg! So I've already listed them down, well sort off x)

I'd be busy, like very busy planning for stuffs the whole June i guess? :)
Hahha, i enjoy it k. Just that more of white hair is going to grow than the black ones. :(

First of all,

Okay, wanna know something exciting?
I've got CLUB SERVICE DIRECTOR in interact club! I know right, I'm happy. Veryy, but i feel guilty like every 5 seconds after i tell them that I'm ghey. I'll have to get a black blazer for myself now, *digs the closet*
Still, i can't believe it woi. =D =D

Interact installation coming! :D
I'm in charge of Booklet and Photography. Geeze, i think imma ask someone for their DSLR. For better shots? (: Well it doesn't mean that cammy is not good k!

Besides that sports day coming too! :D (26th June)
Bunga Manga again with Cassandra and Zer Rinn. Raptai, raptai, raptai.
All of us are having a hard time looking for Cheong Sam, Sari and Baju Kurung? Geeze, i don't wanna wear baju kurung, i wanna wear something more typical since this would be the only chance i get to wear all these bollywood suits. x)
If you do have either one of those, Would you kindly lend it to me? Ah, sort of urgent. :\
Ohh PS:// make sure it's in YELLOW. Hahha.

Yellow house? Psstt psstt.

Prefects Installation coming! Oh dearr, (15th July)
I'm the committee for Decorations with Jeshua and Joon Wai. Aiyaiyai, we're gonna have a hard time thinking of a Slogan and Team. Plus it's so hard to decorate the freaking hall, its so huge. O_O It wouldn't look nice with balloons balloons and more balloons.
Guess it's alrightt, we'll start brainstorming for more pretty decos. x)

Okay, we shall stop talking bout jobs. ;D
FULLSTOP.
*Take a deeep breath*

2009-06-09T23:54:00.029+08:00

Happy birthday Wei Hong. (8th June, Monday)
Wei Hong's celebration at Curve! :D

Jia Wei provided transport for all of us except Amelia and Xing Yao. (:

Had our lunch at Vivo after getting our movie tickets! I wanted to watch all, like 17 again, Night at the Museum. Terminator was Wei Hong and My last choice. They wanted it so badly cause some say they've watched already, and the others went like "I don't wanna watch that".. Yadayadayada, we voted, so they got it at the end! Terminator was okay, quite confusing because i think almost everyone in that movie looked alike, and i don't remember their names. So i have no clue, whose fighting or against who ever that is.

TERMINATOR. I'll rate it, 7/10? mhmm. I'm not gonna post up the poster, why? The posters are really scary x) No joke. ):

Our Green tea latte, trust me. Mine tasted way way better than hers.

Went over Icebar to check out for the price, and hahha damn it. We looked totally under age, so we're banned unless they've gotta talk to the bartender and stuffs like that. Ditched Icebar, and went for dinner already. Sakae sushi. (: It was okaay, i still dislike Sake. I'll still prefer Zanmai no matter what. teehhee *Chiasing's gonna kill me*

Awesomely awesome. ;D

Sigh, why lar all of you move? Aijohh..

Ida? Retarded as always. =X

It's just a simple day, but i hadd fun with them (: It's been ages since i went shopping mall with Chia Sing. But i think this is my First time going out with Jia Wei and Wei Hong. Hhaha.

*more pictures to ask from*

Keyboard spoild, damnn it!

2009-06-06T02:12:00.003+08:00

Keyboard spoiled!
urgghhh. And daddy's not around, awesome lar.. im screwed. pfffts.

but how did i typed all these? lol! hahha, with on-screen keys ;)
credits to chia sing. ;)
I'll get a keyboard as soon as possible! Damn, i swear =.=
Okaay, i hate this a lot a lot. I'll go now, clicking is freaking irritating. =(

taa. =((

Good luck dearest..

2009-06-04T22:02:00.002+08:00

It's Thursday already! I wasted 4 days sitting at home doing nuts. =( Feeling badd now. Even though how much i hate holidays still how i wish today's the starting of it.

Went jogging with Joshua today, David joined us! They came over my place to pick me upp. Okay honestly we didn't jog. We walked to places that we wants to hanged around. Ditched 100yen for Mcd this time cause of the coke. David left pretty early cause he's got tuition. Stayed awhile with Joshua, couldn't go home yet cause gotta wait for David again. Spent time at Pasar Malam and Kayu. Then oh yeah off we go. (:

I fake a smile so he won't see whats deep down inside..

***

Its been so long since i've heard from you. I've been wondering whats up with you lately, are you doing okay? He came and helped me out today and we started the whole damn thing back again.. thanks.
Well, college? College is good. Hope youre enjoying your college life. Don't waste your college life like how you did in high school. I bet they'll be lots of chicks there to peep at. I don't know..? You'll be in college for years, all grown up. Doubt you'll be like last time already, i'm sure you've learnt your mistakes in high school. =\ I'm very gladd, but very worried at the same time.
People use to say, first love is always the one that you'll ever forget. The one will stay there forever till the very last breath. I want to know, is that going to happen to you one fine day? .. I wonder.
I finally remembered how we met after brainstorming for 2 days? Although it was silly but i didn't manage to forget what had happened after all. I'm pretty sure the heart still has you in it, it's not fading yet. I'm surprise.

If i should die before i wake, Its cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air..
Nooo.
I'm here alone, i didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move and it's incomplete.
If there was a way that i could make you understand.

Bai, not in the current moood that i used to have.

I don't like holidays. =(

2009-06-01T18:35:00.003+08:00

Ohhh noo, 2 weeks of hols? Ahh, great it'll kill me and I'll diee. =\

I've nothing to do at homee. Oh wait, i've been sitting infront the computer the whole day until Vinser called me out. Heehh, life saver. ;)

Went over taman megah for a drink with him and namjhuen. Shiat hui joined after awhile. Next stop at Shiat hui's place, hahha another bottle after that with her sister? Got home at 12am safely. x) We didn't want namjhuen to drink so much, he's gotta drive us all home.

So at least my first day of hols wasn't thaaaat bad after all. =D

The pharmacist told me that i need and have to wear socks badly during night time, also known as during bed time. OMG? I'll never get use to wear socks during bed time! Cause i wouldn't be able to feel my feet. Ahhh, awesome awesome i've got no choice, because my cracked heels aren't healing. ): All kinds of cracked heels cream isn't working for mee.

Screww it, i don't wanna upset myself.. So yeaahh..

Ohh I wanna show you guys something..
Wanna see my precious babbyy? :D

Hans was the photographer.
Tooodles. (: